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stupid politics
i hate politics. for one, it's dirty. another thing, it's messy and often unethical. but isn't it ironic that the reason i flunked school because i was IN politics? yeah, i was kicked out of school because i was involved in politics. i was the campaign manager of a budding political party. i was very idealistic, and because i was new to politics, i was so into my job. funny thing was, it was only a 'department thing', not a university-wide election. but hey, i was into my job, and i loved it. just as i've said before, i hate politics per se, but i like to motivate people, you know, be in top of things, coordinating stuff. but unfortunately, i was in way over my head, i thought i could juggle so many things at once. i thought wrong. and boy, did i pay for it. sigh, if only i could turn back time and be less idealsitic than i was, maybe i'll still be in school. but hey, that's history, i think i must move on. it's been almost a year since i was kicked out in school, and a lot of things have happened since then. but things have a way of coming back. i really hate politics but it seems that i can't get away from it. now, i'm a mentor, a more subtle political job, but i'm still in politics. hey, i'm not complaining though, and i'm still idealistic. i still believe that i can still help make a difference. i'm going to a 'political gathering' today, and i'm looking forward to it. but just the same, i hate politics. well, that's just me talking anyway.
amazing cofiboi [9:58 PM]
solitary madness
it's hard being alone. you have no one to talk to, no one to share your thoughts with. i mean, it's fun being a loner sometimes but it gets boring when you're alone day in and day out. maybe it's just a phase, maybe it's just that i can't find the right person to be with yet. i started computer school yesterday, and it was kinda fun. we have only two hours per session thrice a week so i'm free most of the time. so, i'm stuck here, alone. and it's really driving me crazy! i want to talk about the things that i want to do, you know? but nobody's there to listen! anyway, at least i have my blogs. well, that's just me talking.
amazing cofiboi [7:33 PM]
liberation
i am now free. free from the cluthces of conservationism. i am now a liberated person. i have tasted the joys of freedom and i am not going back to the dark old days of conventionalism and restrictions. i am now a free man! hahahaha! ooops, sorry, i got carried away. but my point is, i am overjoyed that i am now free. that's just me talking.
amazing cofiboi [2:49 AM]
miss congeniality
i just saw that movie on dvd, and let me tell you, snadra's hot, hot, hot! funny too. the scene where she fell on her face onstage, that was a classic! i was laughing the whole movie. it was really fun. hmmm, i think i am now a certified sandra bullock addict. hehehehe. well, that's just me.
amazing cofiboi [2:01 AM]
me, myself and i:
boring weekend. i'm really not looking forward to seeing the rest of the week, 'cause it'll be the same old boring week. so into matchbox 20 right now. they're pretty cool. i want watch dragonfly, this week. i want to see kevin costner do a bruce willis. well, that's just me talking.
amazing cofiboi [5:02 AM]
to you out there:
can't stop driving, i don't know why, so many questions, i need an answer. so goes the song. anyway, i really don't know what's that song gotta do with me. but really it's a nice song. it was first sung by the new radicals then revived by mandy moore for her movie. i don't know how she did it but it worked for her, i think. but really, the song is like one of the heartbreak songs that i like. not that i'm heartbroken or anything but i just hear songs that don't just sing about being in love anymore. some songs are about the hurt love has caused them. some about the pain of saying goodbye. many of these songs are not ballads anymore. rock bands sing about love with so much angst you can't help but feel for the singer. then there are songs about moving on. recovering from the pain, the hurt or maybe moving on with your life after someone you loved left you. there are songs about situations that might've been or what could have been. the best example i have is by the corrs and alejandro sanz, "the hardest day." and the video was just as heart breaking. now some songs are uobeat songs but nonetheless they tackle about moving on, this time with a more positive outlook. i am not in love but i feel for thses kind of songs, regardless of the genre. there's universality in the themes and it just feels so right. but that's just me.
amazing cofiboi [1:09 AM]
patriot
the moment i saw this person, i felt a little bit weird. i just saw a picture but in some ways i felt we connected. this person really defies stereotypes and many ask me if this person's for real. i am confused myself but all i know that this person makes my day complete. am i sounding like i'm in love? nah, it's just a phase, i will get over this. but for now, i like the feeling it's been giving me. it keeps from being lonely and alone. i maybe jaded but persons like this one are the fuel that makes my engine run. ha! talk about being poetic! but this, this person really is very special. to you patriot, cheers.
amazing cofiboi [11:15 PM]
murd3r 8y num8ers
nice movie. if you want to see a leo look-alike with thick lips, this one's for you. but anyway, the story may be old but it still rocks! the theme is very real, you know, two rich kids, bored of their veryday lives so they try to commit the perfect murder. it happens, well not exactly but now we see teenagers killing schoolmates for flimsy reasons and while i was watching the flick, i see columbine. but in this case the two antagonists were different as day as night. but the thing that brought them together is boredom and too much money. luckily we have sandra bullock to thank for cracking the puzzle. she's good in this one, maybe one of her best. after starring in a relatively lightweight movie, this is a new twist in her acting career. but honestly, the story could've been deeper or something. just like kiss the girls or along came a spider. these new-age detective flicks are nice as they are psychological and it really interests me. well that's just me talking.....
amazing cofiboi [11:10 PM]
number 2
this is my second blog. i;m watching the tube and saw these so-called pop princesses. of course leading the pack was britney 'boob-job' spears, who was obviously became the next rock and roll poster girl. then there's pink, the 'alternative' pop chick. can't say muck about here though, but she tries so hard to veer away from the pop-gril stereotype. good for her, i think. next i saw mandy 'not blond any' moore. she's a sweet girl, at least her sound is maturing compared to britney, and heck, she's just what? 18? now that's something, and besides, her movie fared batter than spears' crossroads. and mandy's more versatile. i alsa saw michelle branch, the guitar toting mini-alanis-morrissette-type. she's got talent, just not the right kind of songs, but hey, she's young. now this girl i thought would be the next alanis but then she dyed her hair blond. i'm talking bout shakira, the latin singer. she's got angst, the music but obviously, she needed more to succeed internationally. not a bad change though considering alanis is not really that hot. and finally, is alicia keys. this girl can sing and has a lot of talent. it's amazing how these new 'popsters' are coming with up with new ideas to succeed: you play the guitar and still sing about sappy teen romances (michelle branch) be a brunette and star in a hit movie (mandy moore) play the piano and win five grammys (alicia keys) or dye your hair blond and go dancing in the andes (shakira). well at least now they've got real talent to show compared to the reigning 'princess' britney who obviously can't get over herself (think i'm not a girl, not yet a woman" and "overprotected" ). but that just goes to show that i watch my mtv. haha. well that's just me talking.
amazing cofiboi [12:44 AM]